I Am So Tired

 I am so tired…

I am so tired of being good, and what did it even get me?
I am so tired of dreaming, ’cause what can I even be?

I am so tired of giving, but how much more can I take?
I am so tired of enduring, am I about to break?

I am so tired of sowing, when do I get to reap?
I am so tired of weeping, should I just sleep?

I am so tired of imagining, will I get to perceive?
I am so tired of grieving, what am I even trying to achieve?

I am so tired of believing, can I trust what I know?
I am so tired of wondering, whether there is any room to grow?

I am so tired of praying, where can I preach?
I am so tired of failing, how far can I reach?

I am so tired of existing, when do I get to live?
I am so tired of begging, but what can you even give?

I am so tired of breathing, will I ever be free?
I am so tired of knocking, have you found my key?

I am so tired of forgiving, when will I be able to forget?
I am so tired, prepare my casket.

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