I couldn't take it anymore with my hair, so I said fine. Fine I'll compromise, since you do not want me to get a boy-cut, fine i'll get shoulder length hair like you said, even though i hate that style. But i dont care about styles anyhow I just can't bear my long hair anymore for now, so despite not wanting to i agree cuz i need this right? Right. So my dad agreed, i mean he was on board since the beginning, does it make me feel terrible for playing on his weakness? Yes, but I'm beyond caring, at this point. And my mom didn't want me to get a boy-cut, or nothing above my shoulders, yes. But no you just don't want to agree with me. She plainly refuses out right for ANY haircut now. You wanna know the reason? Get this: girls face problems in marriage proposals if their hair are short. Who the HELL even decided this.

The entire conversation was like talking to a wall, infact, it was more like banging your head on the said wall. Does the wall break? No. Do you bleed? Plenty-it just happens to camouflage with your surroundings-so only you see it.
We even went to the salon yesterday for my sisters annual haircut, there she just kept ignoring me, we come back home i tell my dad he persuades her she says she TOLD me to get it done when we were there itself, massive white lie. dad says get it done day after tomorrow. today mom says never. 

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