Again and Again

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Again and again.

So it starts till it ends, then it begins again.
It starts to end, just to start all over again.
And so it starts till it ends, then it begins all over again (and again).

But it goes on and on (forever),
on and on (forever n ever),
cuz it lasts forever (on and on).

So it breaks- you mend it, but it breaks again.
Then you mend it and let it break
so you can mend it again.
And so it breaks, you mend it, but it breaks again,
so you mend it and let it break
so you can mend it all over again (and again).

And it goes on and on (forever),
on and on (forever n ever),
cuz it lasts forever (on and on).

So it plays- you take the blame.
Then you blame it till you get blamed again,
so you play the game
till it ends and starts all over again (and again).

So it goes on and on,
again and again (forever),
on and on (forever n ever),
cuz it lasts forever (on and on).

So you let it heat (it burns)
and turns to ash (you blow)
till it doesn't beat (blown away),
and now there's a hole (where the ash used to be).

So you fill it with nothin'
till you feel nothin',
and you walk away
till it's far away.

Then it is all over,
cuz you feel nothin' (ever again).


P.S: ok so i kinda like it but i rlly dont lknow what i was thinking about when i was 11.
P.S.S: this 4 of 5 poems/songs i wrote when i was 11 and found yesterday while going thru my old diaries.

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